From Tariq on Bebo..

Uncertaintly
I'm missing the West Ham pre-season friendly against Roma right now... no wonder they're losing.

Well, I'm not sure what to think. Again.

Last week, I thought my girlfriend and I had begun to come to some sort of understanding... But then she has a dream, goes to see her Ex. Why?? I had a dream about a giant bear eating my lunch once, but I didn't to go the mountains to have a chat with a big Grizzly, am I?

So what was I supposed to think? Maybe I'm being precious, but she's not exactly been straight with me before.

Then, I thought I was getting the cold shoulder... But I've just seen her 'missing day' video: Maybe she blacked out or something? Or is just overtired? He phone didn't respond. I love her to bits but I'm not sure if I can deal with all this- I really hope she's (at least) telling the truth. I don't know. I want to help but I'm not sure I know how. Maybe the blood doctor can refer her to someone who can help with her head...